I wasn't angry because she asked to come to my wedding. I want all my friends to attend my wedding. But there is a reason quotations surround her title as a "friend".
Health Isn't The Only Casualty With Chronic Illnesses
This person was one of the many people who disappeared from my life as soon as I triggered my Lupus. For more than 6 months I watched my friends post pictures of them hanging out together on Facebook without me. I never received a single invitation to hang out. I never had replies to any posts on Facebook about how I was in the ER for something new. No "Get better soon". Nothing. I had one friend who stuck around and behaved like a friend.
|The Only Friend|
It has been two years and it still hurts. The people I would drop anything for deserted me and I don't understand it. My friends who live 500 miles away could be with me in spirit but the people who lived closest couldn't bother.
Apparently This Is Common
I have heard many similar stories from other patients with chronic illnesses over the past two years. Some of them were deserting friends. Some were left by their significant other (I was, too). And others were deserted by family. It breaks my heart to hear all these stories. And I get angry at the selfishness and ignorance of the people who leave.
I have learned to choose my friends wisely. And I have gained so much from this new wisdom. I have met my soulmate. He is caring and he runs to help me instead of running away. And I have a best friend who I care for deeply. Our friendship was started because we can understand about each other what very few can; we both have chronic illnesses. But that is not all our friendship is made out of. We have something my other friendships lacked. Loyalty.
If You Have Lost Friends
If you have lost friends because of your chronic illness do not despair. You aren't alone. And there are things you can do to fight off the loneliness until you find better people to befriend.
- Social Media: Twitter seems to be the best place to meet people. Twitter has such a strong Lupus community. Just search #Lupus. Include the # because you get better results. Same goes with any other disease or illness.
- Support Groups: These are great because you can meet people face to face and make new friends.
- Lupus-friendly Hobbies and Activities: I joined an Arthritis Foundation Exercise Program. That's where I met my best friend. We even got certified and taught together for a while. What your hobbies might be depends on your health level. In the beginning I couldn't do much, but now I could do more intense activities if I wanted to. Just remember your health is top priority. Why not try volunteering? The animal shelters can always use help whenever you can give it.
- Old Friends: Don't forget about your friends that stuck around just because some decided they can't handle your awesome anymore. Even if going out on the town is out right now, movie nights in your pjs are always fun. Or playing card or board games.